這首emails i can't send 是專輯名稱也是第一首歌曲, 短短一分多鐘就讓人很清楚整張專輯的基調, 歌詞和旋律搭配起來有一種訴說者雖然冷冷不帶表情控訴對方, 但你總能聽出文字和聲音底下撕心裂肺的痛苦, 直擊心靈.
It's times like these
每當我又被悲傷吞噬
Wish I had a time machine
真希望我有台時光機
So I could see what you did October 13th
我才能看清, 10月13號你到底做了什麼
At 10:15 Were you really asleep?
晚上10點15分, 你真的睡著了?
Were you lying to me and the family?
你真的在欺騙我和整個家庭嗎?
There's no us in us when I'm lacking trust
如果最基本的信任都沒有,還談什麼『我們』
You wanna discuss
你想做下來談談
Ugh, you disgust me
少噁心我了
Don't make me cuss you out
別逼我說出難聽的話
Why'd you let me down?
為什麼要讓我失望
Don't say sorry now
我不想聽你的抱歉
And thanks to you I, I can't love right
多虧了你, 我不懂怎麼去愛
I get nice guys
就算我遇上好男人
And villanize them
我總會曲解他們
Read their texts like
讀他們發來的簡訊
They're having sex right now
卻想像他們在外面偷吃
Scared I'll found out
我好怕我發現
That it's true and
我的幻想會成真
If I do, then I blame you
如果真是這樣, 都是你的錯
For every worst that I assume
如果我腦還中的壞事成真
When I'm forty-five
當我45歲時
Someone calls me their wife
成為某個人的妻子
And he fucks our lives
他也像你一樣搞砸我的人生
In one selfish night
某個夜晚某個自私的決定
Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did
休想我會輕易原諒你, 像媽做到的那樣
And God I love you
要命, 我真的愛著你
But you're such a dipshit
但你偏偏要當個混帳
Please fucking fix this
求求你修好一切好嗎
'Cause you were all I looked up to
你曾經是我最崇拜的人
Now I can't even look at you
我都不知道該怎麼看待你
I mean, as they say in Chicago
我是說, 就像芝加哥人說的
He had it comin'
他自找的
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